Saturday, November 7, 2009

Thanks Readers!

I'm having such great feedback from all of you out there and appreciate it so much. I see you on facebook, in class, and at the hair dressers, and I always love knowing that you read the blogs (my other one is "Aileen Goes On. . .and on" and is about life in general). Thanks for leaving feedback and for your comments. Love all that too.

So I didn't drop as many eggs today. I've been pretty stressed out though so I didn't make my best choices either. Why am I stressed, you say? Because I have a Hebrew test next week, a paper due, and a sermon to preach in preaching class. Plus a big test in another class and more coming up the next week. I've allowed myself to procrastinate once again and that frustrates me. Becoming frustrated with myself makes me want to feel better. Chocolate chip cookies, ice cream or cheesecake always makes me feel better. But not for long. . .

Better, in the end, to study. To prepare. To stop slapping myself and start hitting the books. Better not to wallow in self disgust but to dig deeper into my studies. Those are real solutions. The rest is a waste of time at best and downright destructive at worst.

So, onto another day. . . making an attempt to decrease not just in pounds but in self-absorption.

Aileen

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